how i pass my 19th [22031993]

nah time flies, i am officially 19 now!! the last year of 1X, next year will be step into 2X..i am that old omg?!
seriously am never purposely plan for any celebration for my 19th bday but everything come with surprise! oh yay i got surprise! happy to the max!
firstly, i am actually have an outing with collegemate but due to some problem and its cancelled! quite dissapointed..sorry for u guys have to cancel the outing because of me! i am so surprise that you guys bought me giordano T..love it!!hehhe..
secondly, i need work although my big day! sound so pitiful right? firstly ya but end up i feel i am enjoying! cause why? my teammate still accompany me to pass my bday during lunch hour!!hahha..feel nice wey..i am quite lucky on my bday too..we get to hit double target on that day, can actually hit triple but too bad our stocks runs out! okay lahh satisfy alssoo..:)
another, wow! i got a belated surprising celebration! my temple fren are actually call to wish me. honestly i nvr expect anything la..but then they collude with my mom and come find me at night! i was so surprise when their car pass by in front of me !thank you for the surprising la..i am really loving it!! wahooo~~

roving team

time flies! i'd been work for 5day! oh yeah, i working roving team as mention at the title! huhu~~
at first, i thought roving team is just like park a car at particular place and wait customer come and who knows it is totally different from what i expected! honestly i really not used to on first day..cause why??!!i need take packet to sell to customer one by one..i seriously jip sau mm dou ah, but how also have to work loh..first day was a terrible sales! our team only got to sell 30++,awkward sales!!goshh~~~alright i am getting used to with the job for second day onwards. our sales boosting day by day till the fifth day! oh yeah!!i am seriously happy with it!!wahooo~~
we sell under the sunny day, raining day, although that sound torturing body but its fun!
i'm get a lesson for this word: dun despise for work, we need learn and gain experience by working any work although is tired!
i learn alots from this job..
i learn to how to communicate with a stranger, how to intro a product and soo on!
i'm loving it although it is tiring..xD

放掉

今天某人告诉我...
你都心知你那段感情是没可能了，为什么还不要放弃？
为什么你还是不肯放手？？在不明显之下让人家觉得你给了他一线的希望..
你都知道没什么可能了...你是不是应该放手让人家有一段新的恋情？？？？
你没有资格去想他，因为你并不是他的谁..懂吗？

我不懂..我不知道..不要问我...
*我一直的在逃避问题*

醋

我不懂何时我变得那么会吃醋..
我可以为了一点小事而意志的在那边乱象...
我会想...你们会不会有未来...会不会在一起？？
aikzz..我崩溃了..很辛苦.....