why?

i don't know why you want to lie to me,

you tell me you're not free but actually you are free,

you are sleeping at home but you tell me that you are attending a party,

you know that i hate people lie to me,

but you still did,

isn't that you can lie to others beside your love one??

bird nest job

had been insomnia for whole night!!and guess what?i wake up early in the morning!!it doesn't like me right..haha...i got a very sudden job which confirm to work by yesterday night. my friend told me that we are going to sell bird nest. in that moment, i imaging that i'm working in a shop and promote others to buy lah..how ever, that's is much much much different from what i expected you know!! we are going to the bird nest shop which located at bandar puteri puchong. our job is to demo for datuk the process of making bird nest. we had been called to picking areas.hmm..we never experience on it lah, they are busy on their thing and got no time to train us. end up,we have be call to upstair to clean floor!! easy job lah..snapping around, chit chat.. finally they free to 'serve' us.hehe.. they want 2people to picking area and 2people in packaging area. among of us, 2of them volunteer to be at picking area, so secara langsung we go packaging area loh..is a super duper easy job u know! my job is just to make the box up and be assistant. end up datuk never pass by packaging area and oh yeah!! our job done!! anyhow, i got go picking area to learn how to pick up the bird's fur lah.is kinda makan eye energy lo. not a good work..haha...
conclusion, we go there for snap around, chit chat, eat buffet and learn how to pick bird's fur but  we got rm60 for wasting all the time!!haha..

good experience lah by the way!!wohooo~~~

mood swing

i can say that.
i really not used to without your message,i miss the moment chatting with you together,laughing, bluffing and so so on!! so wish to know where are u now?what are u doing and all that.. it seem that i'm disqualified to knew it. i know it, i know it..i have to know it once i made decision. today is one of the valentine day among the year. oh well, i'm still pass it alone. i soo wish that there are a person accompany me pass through valentines day!!i wait wait wait...*u are so funny lah , u had pass through 18years lonely valentine day, why so wishful now har??hahahaha..* all right, i sincerity wish all the couple have a great valentines day!!hehe...
hmm...anyway, still have to mention that i am really happy that today can meet back my frens,pui teng, lili and lisa..have a nice chat session with them at Padi..hehehe..everyone is growing and change! yay!same goes to me ..woahh~~

变了

变了，世界变了...
为何那些无谓的人就不能利用多一点时间去做有意义的事呢？？而在到处惹事生非...
一件小事能喊打喊杀..需要吗？
只会大小声..做又不敢..有用吗？？
好的时候就你我都是好朋友..不好的时候就你推我我推你...
真的对你们无言...........

怪

今天心情怪怪的..发生什么事了？？
我也不懂....
无法形容的感觉..很无奈...
难道我还没放下他吗？？
我是应该放下了的!!
*希望我们还可以做回以前那样的朋友，真的很希望我们能像以前那样谈天..我已经尽量了...对不起*

节哀

日期：1/1/2012
今天一开facebook...就看到johor的朋友说，贝棋，这是你的最后一张照片..我很奇怪...就继续看下去...什么？！他车祸过失了......吓到......一月一日就夺走一个人的命了....不是不是..是2个人的命....看到这个消息很心痛...我们才刚一起办营....过几天他就与我们道别了...看到他车祸的照片..整驾车都烂完了..去看他的wallpost很多朋友都写东西给他..他爸爸，弟弟都写了一段的文章给他...我看了......马上哭了....我跟他不是很熟...看了信都很酸..何况是他家人？

 所以要珍惜你身边每一个人..不要等到失去了才来后悔....

小心驾驶..安全的回到家...

Rest in peace friends......

倒数

日期：31/12/2011

今天来到了2011年的尾声了...时间过得很快..(但是上课的日子很慢）..哈哈...
今年倒数地方换了..换去自诚家了..
我们1点就出发了..去看戏(mission impossible)..很好看,刺激！
meet回去外国留学的eeling啦！！她送我kangaroo~~cute lehh..
晚上我们就去自诚家咯..吃火锅...
很多人到了....在他唱k..过后就倒数..过后交换礼物！！好巧哦！！拿到steve的礼物..做么我会懂？？因为.....礼物paper他叫我买的当然知道啦！！哈哈哈..
今年的倒数...就这样过了..........><

慈幼生活营

日期: 25/12/2011-27/12/2011

圣诞节又要跟小孩子过拉！不过很爽..哈哈..今天委任节目组...所以很多东已准备..很累但是很开心啦~~我们准备了很多游戏给他们玩， 准备了很多舞蹈和手语给他们跳..去看场地，去买材料等...所以说.....我们做了很多台下功夫...给他们3天的营...hmm..这班小孩真的很精咯...其实一开始我不是很喜欢他们..我承认我不是一个很有耐性的人..哈哈~..但是在心声回想的时候他们尽然哭还懂得道歉...我真的感到欣慰..眼泪都掉了..但是！！我没哭...哈哈哈...这次的营晒黑了..伟棋叫我malay hui!!!哈哈~~这次的营...原本我不敢对那么多人拿麦克风讲话的..但是今年我总算做到了..虽然不是很好啦~~有一点满足感的..哈哈哈...每次营都很开心..因为都能见到我远方的朋友！！开心开心！！哈哈~~

台湾之旅+上课

日期：13/12/2011-21/12/2011

哇..盼望的这天总于到拉！我们6个人提早出发去台湾旅行!!!六人行咧！嘿嘿~~
第一次和朋友去旅行..很开心啊！一早起身去机场,从KLIA>>Hong kong airport>>taipei..机场服务的人每个地方都很有分别...KLIA的,每个好像睡不醒这样..站到要死不死...Hong Kong airport的，很凶...台北机场最满意..个个都很有精神..站都很有精神..哈哈~~
到了台北都差不多5点多傍晚了..但是那天的气候5点多已经黑黑了！很开心.:D..
路途中，我们感觉不到到了台北..好像在吉隆坡一样..但是一到城市！！哇..完全不同了！
那边冷冷的..很爽..空气很干净..不像吉隆坡！！awww~~~~
我们一到了有个姐姐带我们去夜市~~第一次在冷冷的气候走pasarmalam！！简直是爽拉...哈哈哈阿...过后的几天都是司机载我们到处玩了..去了很多好玩的地方..坐过台湾的LRT(不懂叫什么名字了><),坐过火车，坐过van..去过很多地方...尤其是7-eleven!!!那边的7-11真的很多东西买..又便宜！！吉隆坡的...aikzzz..无言阿！..那边治安又安全...半夜走出来都不怕给人打劫....KL 咧...aikzzzzz.......><...玩了4天！是时候回佛堂上课拉！！我们到金山道院都晚上了...隔天开始上课....一直钓鱼....哈哈..不想的拉..很累啊....><...21号..回家咯！

结论：我一直在讲吉隆坡的坏处...sorry 啦...这是事实！！哈哈哈！！！